Gary (曹格) is my favourite singer but now i feel so disappointed.

Whatever Justin (田仔) did, shouldnt be that bad anyway, Gary shouldnt react like that.

ARH~~~~ so unhappy ar~~~~~

 

why?? why?? why?? why??

Went to the 2nd EMB meeting today with Sky and Lau sir.

I found that what we discussed today had nothing to do with me and Sky, so we were like.. .. OK~~ that sort of feeling.

Really! I am partly taking over the Teachers' Blog and I have the Eng Blog to look after.

Going to Hoi Ha Bay?? Who will work on the blog for it later? I wonder. =_=

 

I need to loss some weight coz there is a race coming up and I think i need to loss about 5 pounds if I wanna run more "lightly".

Been going to jog as usual and I started to change my eating habit.

I only need a cup of milk tea with no sugar in the morning.
I dont like using sugar anyway.. ...

I dont eat much at lunch. My friends always finish the dishes.

I also cut down the amount of carbs and fat. so I eat less rice and cut down on fried food.. ...

(fried chicken wings would be a problem for me... ... pls dont make wings!!)

 

I ate a bowl of salad for lunch today. Bought it from the Kiosk in the EMB building.

For dinner, I ate boiled vege and a piece of braised chicken meat.

 

But I did sth very guilty today T.T

I ate... ...

really wanna put the past behind me

but the scar in my heart keeps recalling memories buried deep down inside me.

there is a picture i always look at whenever i walk through the corridor.

i always tell myself not to look at it but still my head turns to it so naturally

then i would swear in my head for turning it to the pic so damn easy.

 

it was a past i wanna forget. a past i was seriously hurt.

i think i have recovered to some extend. not completely though.

i smile in front of ppl yet feeling really empty inside.

how long is such feeling going to last?

hell knows!

 

trying to let go of my usual habit. very easy for me really.

but then, i ask myself the big WHY! was it really that bad?

i dunno.

 

it has been almost 3 weeks now since the new academic year started.

students in my class are mostly very good and i like them alot.

i can really tell that they wanna improve their academic performance.

i am pleased.

but for one or two, i have difficulties talking to them. coz they are such ignorant and childish.

DONT TALK BACK AT ME SON!

 

What is JCCSS to me? i always ask myself this question lately.

I think kids nowadays have been given too much freedom. Also too much human right!!

Think about in the past, how often did we hear news about kids taking drugs,

kids having their parents arrested for beating them, and

kids killing themselves because they were punished?

 

Always about human right! i think those damn useless politicians can shut up for a while and think carefully.

If they want to solve the drug problems, they really need to use some force.

what is the point of having drug tests in school if students themselves can reject it?

Do you think those taking durgs will willingly take part in the test?

Plus that if they are tested positive, they will not be arrested or even told off.

In fact, no one will know because of the damn human right given to "protect" them!

Being too lenient isnt going to help. It will only create more problems

So much about human right.

 

I feel really sad for many parents out there.

How many of them are willing to work long hours outside but not spending time with their family?

There is a saying, "養不教﹐父之過" but think carefully, how many can leave their work and be with their sons and daughters?

I agree with having the right amount of physcial punishment.

But since kids are given so much human right, they learn to call the police and have their parents arrested!

Some kids even killed themselves. That's just silly.

I remember, i think it was a few years back, a boy was told off by his mum for playing PC games. He then hung himself in the evening.

That's just absurd!

 

Some politicians are such pussies. Always afraid of being complained.

How can they get things done like this.

The drug test in school isnt the only case showing that the government is unable to do things right.

What can we say? Unlucky or what?

The new term has started and i am doing my best to remember names of students in my class.

I know some who came from our own s5 but most of them are new to me.

 

Hope that we will have a good start ^^