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4月19日 What a nice day (nahhhh)The weather today is just ‘OMG’. It has been raining heavily and it is still raining outside. I knew that the weather wouldn’t be good because signal 3 had already been hoisted early last night. It was only dripping in the morning until I had finished having extra practice with my S3 students at noon. The weather turned really ugly and started raining mad. I wouldn’t complain much if I needn’t go to polyu for lectures. I was so late for the 1st lecture because I couldn’t catch the bus to Hung Hom. In fact, there were no bus at the station. I was told by a bus captain at the station that due to the closure of Ting Kau Bridge, it caused traffic jam in TW and Mei Foo and most of the buses couldn’t come back to TM. So I took the LTR from Leung King to Siu Hong, then took the westrail from Siu Hong to Mei Foo, then took the MTR from Mei Foo to KLT and then took the eastrail from KLT to Hung Hom. The journey was really exciting. I had a really good time sleeping in them. 今日得馬鐵未搭﹐真係唔抵﹗﹗ I was already really wet from top to toe. Flooding everywhere, even inside polyu. They have a really bad drainage system. My trousers got really wet and water went into my trainers. Hate that soaky feeling =_= Lucky that there were buses going back to TM from Hung Hom. Still, under the heavy rain and inconsiderate drivers, things were not much better. Really pissed me off when drivers drove their car fast near roadside. They made people (I was one of them!!!!!) at the bus stop really wet. 4月16日 died for nothingwhat would you do if your best friend needed to talk because of depression. i think most of you would talk to him/her, right? A piece of news today on the front page of many newspapers was about a man Leung (28), who was awarded a prize in architectural design just a few hours before the accident ,went to comfort his best friend Chan (27) and ended up dead.
Leung was trying to comfort Chan who had lost his job as well as his girlfriend. talking didnt do the job and out of depression, Chan jumped off the building from the 19th floor. Leung tried to grab hold of him but also fell from the building.
I think if my best friend is trying to kill himself, i will definitely stop him. However, i will only keep him distracted by talking more with him. The thing here is that we cant do much about it except for distracting him/her, right?
If my friend needs talking, i will only be a listener and try not to speak up much because doing so may provoke my friend to do something silly and irreparable.
What will u do then if you are facing a very emotional friend?
4月15日 get back on track.i am actually still feeling a bit down since the bad me had savaged me mercilessly =_=. but then i was saved by the holy me. therefore i am a much better person now. hope it will last longer.
yes, let's get back to business. i havent been really involving myself in this blog lately due to the emptiness i had within me. although i still have a piece of puzzle missing, i do feel better now.
heard something shocking today... ... (why do i always have to hear something bad and nasty all the freaking time !!) One of my best friends at work is considering leaving for another place. I would miss him very much if he really was going to leave. He is still thinking whether he should or not and has already started searching for posts. of coz i didnt agree with him at the first place but after listening to him, i think i would leave too. If my future was an uncertainty at my work place, why wouldnt i leave for a better one. If i cannot walk on the path i desire for, what's the point of staying.
it isnt fun being lifted up and then dropped down. it really kills our spirit, motivation and dedication and everything.
(... ... a big 'tan hei')
4月10日 ... ...feel slightly better after a while. still have the painful feeling though.
heard something uneasy today. it wasnt a big deal to most people but it was one for me.
to whom it may concern,
hope that you would not take it so seriouly and let the past be the past.
luv,
kairi 4月6日 ... ...i always say to myself, 'no matter what. i have to be strong.' but how long can i keep saying this to myself.
i cant be strong, i feel so depressed. i wanna leave everything behind but i cant.
talking would ease my stress a little but who can i trust.
NONE. people are really gossipy in nature and i hate it when personal news spread like desease.
i feel so painful lately and my heartache is killing me.
please be gone and let me recover.
i cant help myself.
i think the bad me is taking over the good me this time.
4月5日 ... ...the bad me and the good me are fighting again.
the bad me is in advantage =_=
dont know what to do. i have so many things in my head. |
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